Breathe Me – Sia
I have always struggled with Self Harm, Depression, and Suicidal Desires for almost all of my life. In, Aug 2013 I was diagnosed as BPD, which is Borderline Personality Disorder. I was terrified, I was told by many people, friends, and mental health professionals that BPD is like BiPolar but with a higher risk or self-harm, and a higher risk of suicide. As I have had time to come to terms with being BPD, I think that is a great fit for what goes on in my head. There is a huge stigma to BPD (Great about some stigma of BPD.) Usually, if anyone asks I tell them I am just depressed. Borderline Personality Disorder sounds scary, and in my brain sometimes it is. I started Meds in 2013 I think it was one of the best choices I have ever made, but I had to learn how to function.
I want to make sure if you feel that way you can find the help you need. Here are some links and phone numbers to reach out to.